"As Cool As The Other Side of the Pillow"

That's Derek. He's holding a gun. It has live ammunition in its chamber. Do I need a reminder as to how scared we were to be in proximity of such an occurrence? No, probably not. But some day, if a tragedy would occur wherein I lose all memory and common sense - I would like such a reminder.

For that reason alone, I'll keep 'this' whole thing going.

Plus, I've found my voice again. The same recipe: internal conflict, a good amount of sarcasm, lots of 80's music, an addiction to progress, self affirmations, attempts at 'seizing the day' - same old, same old.


But now, there's a new mission. And it's going to be like being around Derek with a gun. It's going to be scary in its unpredictability, and will take a good amount of focus to walk away unscathed.